I was born into the military life I've never lived anywhere more then three years at the very most. I'm not used to having things go well and stay consistent and that's very unsettling for me. I have/do struggle with a lot of things and I'm doing my best to recover and grow stronger. Basically I'm building myself from the ground up again and at the current moment I find that fitness and exploring is the way to start. This is the only place that can be my one consitant right now. My one place of control.